I find them very beautiful and lovely.
My experiences are "telepathic" (mind control technologies) and when I am awake.
I could only see a quick and short preview of the hybrid ones, saw into my own reflection. The skin was a very dark grey.
I know there is many "types" or family, of those aliens. The Zeta Reticuli...
The black ones are actually a uniform. They can transfert their mind into another body and control it like remotely. It's like some sort of possession. I was never controlled by them, not as I remember.
They told me things that I shared but lately I have got different things from them. It was to remember what is really going on right now, what I have been waiting to see after I was threaten of it... They put things in my head and help me remember. Never when I sleep.
At some point I wish they could make me dream of them because they are obviously beautiful and I wish to see them. But my relation to them is not to complaint about. They support me well and forgive my impulses or the resulted mistakes.
I just really love them and I know they love me even if they don't agree with me all the time... We're a family and we won't ditch anyone just for little stories on Earth.
First I thought that my life was going to hell lately but they made me remember why it's like that. Just two people putting their threats in action... Just doing what we said! I remembered all this was told a few months ago.
They don't tell me much, don't need to... They make me feel. I know that everything will be alright in the end. It will fall in place and the wrong influences will be soon silenced. They are asking me something this time. They want me to stay put and...
The grays are very meticulous and precise. But they like to teach undirectly. They will influence more than being very explicit to me. I know they want me to stay warm and be patient.
They never let me alone with learning their patience. They come to my mind everytime the wait is worth waiting and they make me feel good about it. They would say that later will be a better time. Sometimes only one little step can be done within a while and I have to wait to make one more step, wait a while that will soon find itself done and behind.
They are telling me to be the best I can and make things better, not worse... They told me to defend myself without throwing back dirt. They said to be clear and make it clean. They are challenging me... They think I should continue the resolution path I was going through with consultants.
I'm being told to be wise the alien style which use to make things going a different direction. I have A LOT of dirt to throw but it would just make things dirtier and they don't like that...
So I'm going to clean up myself and get back my integrity. I am going to get serious dirt in front of officials, I already did got some good of my dirty laundry. Normal beings would throw more and negative beings would just dig it all up, the whole of it.
I'll take it!
I'm being told by my aliens to make it cleaner, they don't like mutual dirt throwing... I would just show that I am as primitive but that dirt of the past is not only who I am in the present and is far from who I will be in the future.
À while ago I made a move, took a plane for a new life hoping to clean up my [beep
] life. So much dirt on my way... I was dirty when I came here and it's a part on me. I was not listening to the aliens I know. But they said that cleaning up is a dirty thing to do so...
I was expecting dirt... Because I'm not clean.
Lately they are upset à little bit... But they are good to me and with other people we took arrangements to make my dirt done by January, then I will know that only the past shall bring up my dirt.
The present is telling me that I just need to chill and wait. They told me that the feeling I have is real. There is no worry... I just have to expect being thrown more dirt while my test is to show I am more advanced than that. I came here to clean up so I was expecting this.
I got some good things still!